end of the journey .~

2010-01-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

ai seh , after 128320918309128309172309 countless-ble days , i finally take 10 mins of my time to try and post some random stuffs.

Things happen back in 2009 and i didn't wanna talk about it . Let's just say it's a shitty year for some people.

For me , it doesn't really mean much to me , wasting my time on the computer and sleeping , i didn't really have any goals in my life. I failed 8 out of 10 of my modules and didn't really care much about retaking it ; well i'll see what will happen next.

2010 means 1 year closer to 2012 . Do you guys believe that's the end? i don't really believe it but i hope everything ends there. At least , we get to keep those nice memories rather than getting hurt while making new ones.

anyway , i'll try to post more but i won't be expecting anyone to be tagging or viewing this blog. It's dead.

2009-01-30T03:05:00.002+08:00

Sian..
6 days into sku and i got bombed with 6 BIG BIG BIG project which will decide my dip.
Come on,i enter this sku with 0 knowledge and they gave me such ............................................................................

i really wonder how am i gonna cope??

midwhile,didnt really get much from CNY
But overall , it's still fun and enjoyable.
Wining and losing in Gambling..Lols

Anyway, YAY. i got my new phone . Check out this model > G705 !!

and can anyone teach me how to stop smoking?cause i can't seem to stop.
although i don't buy it anymore , i got the urge to get it from others
SOMEONE PLS SAVE ME!

2009-01-15T18:34:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the last day of work.hais..why not let the pictures do the talking for me?

2009-01-04T09:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm..back to blogging liao hehe

Anyway,Lets start with friday....

Went to work as usual but met up with kellison,chenghao,susie and van before heading down to vivo........................................................................YES! EARLE SWENEN's........................................

yes i know wad u guys are thinking.i work at earle yet i go to earle to eat LOLS

ya ya,lets skip the eating part.cause it's just eating that's all..
basically we spent a total of 170+++ but ended up in 120 cause i have teh staff card.
so so PLS MAKE USE OF ME while u can , cause i have handed in my resignation letter and my last day will be on teh 14th

yesterday we went down to aston's express to eat.
and to be serious , their food standards has dropped to a WTFFFFFFFOOOOK OMG standards.
Steak are cold,fish are tasteless,soup are cold,onion are soft!
made a complaint and we got our meals changed cause my mother works there LOLS.

then headed down to kel house to watch "Twilight"
to be honest , the show horribly SUCKs. i don't get it why people say it's nice
BUT "ip man" is nice.DAMN NICE but with a horrible ending.
i was waiting for him to die but ended up he didn't..

i'm a rich man now for a time being.
MY PAY IS A BOOMMB!
haha..shh , it's a secret

hais.
i'm starting a new life soon..
hope everything will be better for me!

JIAYOU DESMOND!

2008-12-31T01:48:00.003+08:00

Today will be the last day for 2oo8.

but sadly , i can't celebrate it this year like last year.
As u guys know , i'll be working on that day.Hais

Sorry brothers , looks like i can't go out with you guys.
Next year ba

3oth Dec 2oo8
Been on the comp for 3 hours trying to figure out how to play a song in the background of my blog without the music player being seen.
Was damn dulan when suddenly van replied me on msn.
WOOT!~
She help me with it and tada! It Works.
THANKS VAN!~
and also,tmr i will be handing in my resignation letter and my last day of work will be on 14th of jan ; hope nothing goes wrong between this 2 weeks

Below is something girls should read it.

You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late

and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room

and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the

need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.

See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care.

You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.

Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

*****Give the nice guys a chance*****

> Holdin Hands-

> Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.

> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

> Cuddling-

> Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.

> Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

> Movies-

> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder

> Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

> Loving each other-

> Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.

> Laying below the stars-

> Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat

> Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your crush...

> guys: no grabbing!!!

> Guys repost this if you agree.

> Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

> Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

2008-12-27T04:24:00.003+08:00

2008 ending , and if there is anything that i would take along with me from this year.
i shall say it's my birthday.
Why?
Every year , i planned my birthday alone , having to see whether other people have money or not to go out with me , but this year (2008) , it's different.
My brothers planned it for me.Seriously, i enjoyed that moment and i at that point of time , really hope time would stop there ; but face it , time don't stop for me neither you

And soon , it would be 2009.It's gonna be a new year , new life , new beginning for me.
I have been enrolled into a school to study my diploma in hotel management.
Trust me , when i said it , i mean it.I gonna study hard to give my parents a good life.
Although it's abit late to say this.
Lets Live Life Like This : Nothing is too late , it's just a matter of you want it or not.
and my answer is I WANT IT

I quitting my job soon.It's a great disappoinment for me but i really need to focus on my studies
i don't bear to leave my friends at my outlet.They were like my 3rd family although they really nag alot at times.Haha!
Hafiz , Robin , Yeyi , Liana , Teety , June , Joann , Leo , Van , Chenghao , A'An , DongMei
I WILL REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!
and when i got time , i gonna come back and visit you guys!

Psp Dissidia Final Fantasy is finally out!
back to playing it

2008-12-22T16:09:00.002+08:00

So many days have past , i'hv been thinking through alot alot alot of things.

It appear to me whenever i post a post , it's always turned out to be sad things.

It turned out that i'm not a good person to be with

It turned out that i have sad relationships

It turned out that i could get angry over little things

It turned out that simple little things i can't do it right

It turned out that what i think is always what you didn't think

It turned out that i'm self-centered

It turned out that everything around me is a stress/pressure that making me unable to breathe

It turned out that i can't give my loved one anything

It turned out that i can't be a good lover neither a good friend

It turned out that i can't be there whenever someone need me

It turned out that everyone around me is a not reflection of what is in me

It turned out that i can't be happy and i can't bring happiness around with me

It turned out that everything is a lie

It turned out that no one would cry for me

It turned out that life isn't just about living simple

It turned out that i can't keep secrets

It turned out that i always keep things to my heart cause i don't feel a need to say it out

Every now and then , things are always me , me , me but now we , we , we.
Every now and then , i chose to give up my everything for you but it led to a heart-breaking scene
Every now and then , life turns to be stress-er and stress-er

Die seems to be the word to be easily said , but courage is not there

So What Am I Like ?

even being me , i can't even answer this simple question

2008-10-11T10:22:00.003+08:00

The 100 stupid and time-wasting questions.
too bad,some stupid girl tagged me and wanted me to do it xD

1. People who are tagged must post this quiz on their blog with the answers.
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2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. This person must say who they tagged by & cannot tag on the tag person whom they were tagged by.
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3. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Let the Damn Quiz Begin~~

01. What have you been doing recently?
- Work , Work and Work
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02. Do you ever turn off your cell phone off?
- When I dun bother to charge it and the handphone batt was like blinking?
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03. What happened at 10.00am today?
- Here with this stupid , time-wasting quiz?
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04. When did you last cry?
- Once Upon A Time , I Cried.But when? I dunno xD
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05. Believe in fate/destiny?
- Yes.Fate has given me the best present of my life.MY BROTHERS!
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06. What do you want in your life right now?
- hmm , can i answer this after i think about it?

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up you hoods?
- I just walk in the rain.IT'S SO MAN =D

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- My PowerRanger Pillow xD

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- Surfers Shorts

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- Do i really nid to say it out?Cause it's quite long

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- Wad for? Just Making Life Difficult

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- Nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- Let me recall

14. What are you proud of?
- Being the best brother i can xD

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- Ok

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- Shou Cang

17. Do you have any nicknames?
- Puffy toot toot , DesTop

18. What does your last received message in your inbox say?
- I dunno

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 3am

20. Are you currently happy?
- YES!

21. Who gives you best advise?
- MY BROTHERS!!!

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- I dun get this question

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- No one

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
- Not really.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- YY calling herself stupid xD

26. Do you wear toes socks?
- No

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- My Mum =x

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Duh~

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- I hate it when people are late , it really irritates me

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Yes

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- NO.

32. What is the colour of your room?
- Living Room can? White

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
- If the 1 billion dollars exclude jail/death term , i'll do it

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
- Wad Talk is cheap? is "Talk is Free" la

35. Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
- Myself

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- Let me think......

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- No

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
- No.But I do hope really hope she/he dead.I guess my brothers noe. KnM =D

40. What is the reason behind your profile song(s)?
- I dun noe wad to put

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- Blank~

42. Last time you smiled?
- Seconds ago

43. Have you changed this year?
- Somehow much more Cuter xD

44. What are you listening right now?
- Chi Pang by Lin Jun Jie

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
- Yes , Yanying Aka Stupid girl

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- Show me how u walk with your eyes closed.Dumb

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- Life is short , Be happy!

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
- For wad?This question is very contradicting.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Duh.Recorder

50. What was the worst idea you had this week?
- Bombing my workplace LOLs

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
- At Changi Airport T3 Earle's Swensens Talking

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- I'm Single FFS

53. What song best describle your love life?
- Yue Ai Yue Nan Guo by Wu Ke Qun

54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
- I dunno

55. Who always make you laugh?
- EVERYONE IN MY LIFE

56. Do you speak other language other than english?
- Chinese

57. Favourite website(s)?
- There isn't any

58. What's your middle name?
- Chan

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Go back to work

60. What do you think you are like?
- Lame , jokable , funny xD

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- My Handphone , so i can keep in contact with the rest xD LOLS

62. Where have you been today?
- I'm still at home

63. What game do you play often?
- DOTRA

64. Who are you missing right now?
- Everyone.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
- Can i have another options? How bout Brothers?

66. What are you doing right now?
- Retard question.Ask urself

67. Which primary school are you from?
- Pingyi , BedokSouth , MinXin , YuNeng

68. Name 3 colours you like?
- Black White and Blue

69. What emotion you like to show?
- =D

70. What is your life to you?
- Nth but something that keeps me going on

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- Hack Care it.Wad for waste time over such things?

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- Yanying aka stupid girl

73. Who do you admire most?
- Chuck Norris? or Zohan?

74. Which month are you born in?
- December baby i'm

75. How are you feeling right now?
- Sianed with this quiz

76. What is the time now?
- 10.54am

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Blur,Sotong,Stupid,Cute Girl xD

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- Brown

79. Why are you doing this test?
- Kena Forced

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- Sing,DayDreaming

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- 25

82. Who is more important to you?

- All my brothers and frens and last but not least MY LOVELY MUM!

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- Touch Wood.I still wan to get married leh._|_

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- For me to keep and for u to find out

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Haven seen 1 in many years

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- Be Slim =x

87. What is your goal for this year?
- Be a Supervisor at my workplace

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Is it the same as forever love?yes i do

89. What feeling do you love most?
- when people takes time to listen to you

90. Do you really think is Global Warming now?
- Awww , stop asking this kind of thing.I dun give a damn

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- When i have to wait for people
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92. Do you cherish ever single friendship of yours?
- Duh.YES!.Definitely
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93. Do you believe in God?
- Does John Counts as one? xD
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94. Who cares for you most?
- My brothers and my mum
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95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- My mum and my brothers
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96. What will you bring when you fight?
- My Fist
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97. What have you done regretted doing in your life?
- Not Being Beside the Person When She Needed me the Most
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98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
- Strong Urge to Die?
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99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?}
- Chop her into 99 pieces and feed to the dogs xD
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100. How do you feel now?}
- Tired?

People Tagged by me :
John
Yingzi
Kat
Yongjian
Kel

2008-10-10T05:30:00.002+08:00

FINE LA.. i update for this time and some time next time w/e la.. lols

8 oct 2008
yes..today was my off day..woke up around 3 see jw msg then fall back to sleep AHAHAHA~
replied his msg around 4 to find out that he isnt going with me already cause he going for a "sex change" operation,from a man to a girl hair! REBONDING~~~~~~
Nvm..kat smsed me saying she will go with me..awwww..how sweet of her to go out with me..
so we decided to meet around 7?or 6? KAT PLS CORRECT ME!!
i reached there quite early so decided to go for a smoking break while waiting for that puffer pig to come..she came around 15 mins later. she is damn blur i must say..i stand infront of her le, she still can take out her handphone and look for my contact to call me..BAKABAKABAKABAKA xD
after meeting,we first headed over to Zinc at bugis junction...The reason for me being to go to bugis was to get a new bag..but went Zinc,Nth i like.Went Bugis Street after only to waste time. Nth much of a choice for me for a new bag.
Sadly,but oh well...

As for dinner,me and kat went to this icecream shop namely "Swenses".OMG..i hate it when i say Swenses..if those who don't noe yet.i'm working at CHANGI AIRPORT T3 EARLE'S SWENSES..hehe..thats right..i'm working there..

after much persuasion from me and my mum,jw decided to go ktv with us.cause kat going with us too..
we reached partyworld ktv orchard at around 11 to find out that the rest have still not arrived except for my mum and uncle henry.
went into our ktv room around 12 to start singing.
SING DRINK SMOKE EAT SING DRINK SMOKE EAT til 4.
cabbed home with kat dropping off first.

overall,the k session was not bad..just tat the "SHE" are KNS SINGERS.
ignore about the "SHE" thing..cause only me jw and kat noes about it =D

tata~ below are photos of that day i think xD

2008-08-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

o7th Aug 2008

Not much things happened today , but was so hounered to give some suggestions to Sir Ashton about his new invented drink , "Colours of the Sea" .
*Colours of the Sea*
It is made up of green apple syrup , Sprite[mix with a pinch of salt and lemon] , and hot tea .
When you drink it , it sort of have a sweet taste then a salty one. why? just taste sea water and you know why xD

After work , me and john went to a 24 hours foodcourt near our area but WTF , since its 24 hours FOODCOURT , it should have food selling but there isn't , NOTE THIS > ISN'T !!
Then decided to go Mac for food . Both of us had mac spicy .

GODAMNIT , after eating i got a stomachache because i put too much pepper into the mac spicy causing it to be very very very very SPICY!

and here i'm now writing all this =x
and back to more dota with my brothers xD

NIGHTS

2008-08-07T02:57:00.002+08:00

Today's time passed so so so so so damn damn damn damn ................................................
FAST!!!

Went to work as usual , then blah blah blah[briefings all that].
Damn sian sia ... Today saw a girl customer , think so my age ba ; actually wanted to go over get number , but godamn thing is that her mother with her so i dun dare xD
She got those matured looks , those big big eyes like JOHN xD [ omfg thats like so disgusting..]
Nah , just joking. JOHN , DUN KILL ME PLEASE!

Finished work at about 11.15pm , then headed straight down to 511 with john to meet up with yj and my mum for supper.
Didnt ate much cause got not much appetite[Suprising].
I ate a roti-john.Damn funny siol.I wanted to pour the chilli out from the bottle then i keep squeezing the bottle but then nothing came out.Then i complain to yj , yj say use more strength then i ask him try.He also squeeze out nothing and he was like using 1912312903290% of his strength to squeeze the damn bottle.John came back from ordering his food then i ask him try.
He also cannot squeeze the damn chilli out.
W/e , so what i did i just unscrew the cap and pour it out and enjoy my meal =x

SAT I'M OFF.WTF!

2008-08-06T06:21:00.003+08:00

someone ask me , is it really that hard to keep a blog alive?
Yes i think it is , when your life has no special memories or happy times to remember.
Blog is just like a public dairy , something meant for us , bloggers , to remember somethings and others to view the interesting parts of our lifes.
But what happens when you don't have anything interesting , something like all you do is work , sleep , daydream.

That's what i am.

I don't find any parts of my life interesting.Whatever i do , nothing gonna change the fact that i'm just a me.Yes , others may think i'm different but as a me , i understand myself better than anyone else.
Work and resting takes up most of my times , friends losing contacts with me.I'm not trying to say all but some of them.Some who i really care about , who i really take time to listen and talk to.

I'm just a human , i ain't a robot or somethings without emotions

If that "some" knows that i'm refering to him/her , you guys know wad to do.

FINALLY , I'm A SENIOR STAFF.
Now To Be A Superviser!

QUIZ

2008-06-23T20:49:00.004+08:00

Rules & regulations of this quiz:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves with answers.
B) Tag 4 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q: If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
A: Right now,i only had a dream and thats to be with her.

Q: What will your dream wedding to be like?
A: Definitely a unforgetful one.

Q: Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
A: Yeah,life sorta messed up now.

Q: What's your ideal lover like?
A: I dun have a ideal lover,for i have one now. =D

Q: Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: Being loved is always better than loving someone.

Q: Do you love your life currently?
A: Yeah.I do.My life is full of my brothers and her. =D

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
A: Give her my blessing,this shows that i'm not competitble with her :(

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
A: It really depends on how much i love her.

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A: Yes.I went to hit a brother of mine and i regretted.

Q: Is being tagged fun?
A: Sure it does.Cause it proves that people are interested in ur life.

Q: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A: Hmmm,like Bill Gates? =p

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
A: Yy,Jw,Jeff,Kel,John,Ry,Yj,Yz,Junw,Hp,Kat,Meow,Hadi. Sry if i left u out,cause i just woke up. =x

Q: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A: Shhh,he's my "boss".Shall not leak anymore about him cause i senses thunder. =p

Q: Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
A: Married but poor.Being with someone u love is better than being rich and single.

Q: What's the first thing you do every morning?
A: On the computer =D

Q: Would you give all in a relationship?
A: I did in every relationship.

Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
A: The one i love most.But for now,i noe i'm only in love with her.

Q: Do you love Desmond Chan?
A: Of course I DO!.Cause he's me!

Q: Are you different at home/in private from what your friends know you from?
A: No.I'm always the cute one. =D

Tagged by : John
Tagging Jw,Yy,Hp,Kel

59th day since i met you

Today nth much happened,except going pizza hut to eat.Ry going back to camp and we noe we are gonna so so so so miss him.......................................NOT..ahahaa!..joking la..will de will de =D
hmmm,my life getting plain again. Wad should i do neh?.. lalala~
Stop here ba.. wan to watch my show!..

2008-06-21T12:24:00.001+08:00

Back~ back to posting i meant..Cause my brothers 1 by 1 revived their blogs , for ? erm,thats the problem..i dunnno they revived for what..i revived mine because they asked me too >.<
Not gonna start posting about the past but gonna start posting about the future but well,i just starting posting back today,so stay tuned to "desmond's life" tmr. =D

today is the 55th day i known u~hehe~

2008-05-31T05:11:00.000+08:00

This section is totally dedicated to her,

Being with someone who you don't love is something stupid,why would you be with someone who you don't love..It doesn't make any sense.

Love is something that can be really experienced when you like him and he likes you.
it's not something that could be voice-d out by words..

I couldn't bring myself to tell you how i feel,how i fell in love with your smile,your sotong-ness,your dumbness,your everything..
Yes,any guys out there would think "ball-less","coward"...yes,maybe thats wad or who i am..

I don't wan to see you sarcifice your happiness , just for the others..Think about yourself,think about the one around you who love you..

I guess i could only tell everything to this page here,and not telling you at all...hais..

dumb,useless me...and i'hv always thought i was strong..

2008-03-02T13:08:00.000+08:00

MIA~

2008-02-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

hais,now now..bad bad bad..sometimes i really think whether i'm jealous or i'm jealous..fine,i'm jealous..but NVM , love is all about trust , and i trust her..

recently got back to basketball cause my dear!!! wans me to play..my brothers also got back into it after stopping for almost 2 years just like me..its hard to get back the usual stamina i had but i did,i suppose.

25/2/08
went to watch jumper with dear , junhao , jw , kel , kat and khin @ marina square..The story have a gud story line but a sucky ending thou its cute.. =DD.. wads all about jumper?...its just people jumping around..lols..jump jump jump jump..
played pool too..had a quarrel with dear on this day also..i told her i might fall asleep and i really did and i made her wait for me for 3 hours?!?!..
SORRY DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but she was'nt angry with me for too long because i'm.........................
CUTE...
lols..jkjk =p..

boo~~~

动静乐团 - 相信未来

　我怎么还在记忆里徘徊

　一个我最爱的人已不在

　从没想到你竟然狠心这样

　看着最爱你的人选择离开

　手机号码还在随时都开

　为了你不能改

　总在期盼哪天你真的会打来

　爱在我心里面象个小孩

　要呵护依赖

　没有人可以一口气说个明白

　等待你接受我的爱

　等待我给你的未来

　让我这样抱紧着你

　不放开

　我要你接受我的爱

　相信是上天的安排

　让我可以手牵着你

　永远不要放开

　手机号码还在随时都开

　为了你不能改

　总在期盼哪天你真的会打来

　爱在我心里面象个小孩

　要呵护依赖

　没有人可以一口气说个明白

　等待你接受我的爱

　等待我给你的未来

　让我这样抱紧着你

　不放开

　我要你接受我的爱

　相信是上天的安排

　让我可以手牵着你

　永远不要放开

　等待你接受我的爱

　等待我给你的未来

　让我这样抱紧着你

　不放开

　我要你接受我的爱

　相信是上天的安排

　让我可以手牵着你

　永远不要放开

　等待你接受我的爱

　等待我给你的未来

　让我这样抱紧着你

　不放开

　我要你接受我的爱

a song tat i love ~~ enjoy the lyrics ONLY =D

2008-02-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

Ok..and again..i'm back to blogging...
didn't really blog for the last few months because i find it's a waste of time but somehow i got this urge to get my blog back alife after seeing some blogs=x

Wad have i been doing?Busy hanging out with my bros and frens , and mostly,my dear..
yes,u must be wondering when did we started..we started on 14/02/08 and had some great memories after tat..I never tot i would fall in love with her..cause i been telling myself tat i won't fall in love with her for the past 5 years?!?! haha..but i nv regretted being with her =D

DEAR!..if u seeing this now..just wanna tell u , I , DESMOND CHAN WAI KEONG , LOVE U FOREVER!!!!

sweet right? =x dun get jealous la..u will also have 1 day to shout tat to ur stead =D

24/02/08
stayed at home the whole day thinking of wad to do..cant do much..cause there is this pain hanging around my body..been in this situation for 3 days le..kena forced by dear to go see a doc but i didn't..tot it was for awhile..
went to meet her for some snacks @ 527 and i went home

ahhhh~~guess it's over for the day and tata~

2008-01-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

hmmmm..after such long months..i'm finally back to blogging =D
sry fellow friends..i noe i have been mia for long.
srysrysrysry...

i suddenly got interested back in arcade..went todae with yj,jw and han...ry pang seh us!!! Lols.
I SO DAMN IN LOVE WITH PARA PARA AND INTIAL D 4 now =DDD
next time go aracde must rmb jio me hor

anyway..so tired after 1 whole day..but fear now..my comp has come and i'll be back for more posting tmr =D

nights everyone!

2007-11-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

Ok..back to posting for the day 04/11/07 timecheck:1.05am=DD,i'm still awake..

todae nth much for me agn =(..woke up at 3pm plus to find out tat i miss my shopping trip with Jingle..was supposed to meet him at 12 to go shopping for presents..He wanted to get smths for his teacher while me getting present for my neighbour..haha..but i didnt make it=(
SRY JINGLE!!!!

nvm..woke up at 3pm to watch Die Hard 4.0..the movie damn NICE lor..The hackers inside are so damn pro lor!!!how i wish i was 1 of them =DDD..the asian ninja white chick also damn CHIO,but too bad,she's one of the bad guys..U noe,bad guys always lose.She died in a cool way too =DDD The show lasted for 2 hours and

DIE HARD 4.0 is a MUST WATCH!!!

After watching,i went to bathe and prepare to go to my baby cousin b'dae..cant wait to see the cute b'dae boy =D. Went out of the hse at ard 6 and waited for the bus..Fook...the bus took 1 hour to come and half an hour to reach my uncle's place..
Reached there le,went to function hse and have my dinner=D.CEREAL PRAWNS,FTW..OISHI
Cut the cake at 9 plus but in the end took 40 mins plus to cut tat damn bloody cake..cause it was hardened

Reached home at ard 11plus but went to meet Ry and Jolyon for supper.Ordered rojak and muifan while discussing about Xan's SUPERMAN adventure..

and tada,now at jolyon hse posting lor..anw,brb,GAMING=D

2007-11-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

SRY for not posting for the past 2 days..was slping the whole time,waking up for toilet breaks nia..even if i woke up,i didnt go out of my hse..as everyone who knows me know tat i do not have a comp thus i nid to go to a lan to post D=

ok..as wad happened todae?woke up at 8pm plus to have my dinner.Jingle ask me out for dinner..We went discussing on wad to eat when jolyon called me and asked me to go lan..i told him i was going to have my dinner wit jingle,so he decided to go with us.
We met at jingle hse downstairs then we went to 85 to eat..

Order sugercanes,stingray and lala(cockles) while waiting for Ry to come find us..he just woke up i think during tat time when we reached.By the time,Ry reached,our food has arrived..
$12 lala FTW..we tot "woot",finally got lala to eat cause we have been cheated yesterday when we had dinner at a coffeeshop.
This is wad happened yesterday:
Jw,me and john went to a coffeeshop to have our dinner when we decided to order lala as we saw a BBq seafood shop...we ordered $10 lala and the boss CFM with us b4 we went to take our place.10 mins later..he came with a stringray..we then told him tat we didnt order stringrays but lala instead..he then told us lala was sold out and procced on to asking us for $10..we was fed-up but paid him still and procced to eating.
The stingray was covered over wit vegetable,not because he wanted to beautify it..but to cover up the SMALL stringray,FTW..its was like just as small as my 2 times my palm.NVM about the size..but THERE IS NO MEAT(not totally dun have la but too LITTLE)..

ok..back to today eating at 85..
then the lala came..we ate but was disappointed also..$12 lala?$8 empty shells..$4 meat T.T..sad..not full so we ordered 5 more chicken wings..
when we about to go off..Ry bought $4 worth of otahs and jingle bought $1.20 worth of it..

went back home,on tv watch "wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai"...damn funny lor..the girls todae also OMFG chio and cute wit tat voice..SUPER MELTED by them =DDD

done for the day...will continue on my boring life.right?haha

2007-11-02T11:17:00.000+08:00

hmm..woke up todae around 10 plus todae and watch kids central =D i got a kidest side of me too..watch watch watch then 12 plus going 1..went to lan alone for some gaming sessions..
met clan loti and they asked me to join them for games...and so i did

around 4,i went back home to slp til around 7..then on tv and watch "na ren dang jia"..so funny lor..a 55 year old father with 2 sons going out with a 19 year old girl..her name was yiqi i think..she so CHIO lor..haha
then met up with jolyon and went to to lan,for serious dota matches..but somehow,we lost!..

sian..todae tat someone nv called or sms me..but nvm..prepaid low i think...

second posting..yes!i'm gettin used to this =DDD

2007-10-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

OMG..late for my O level chinese retake..seriously i got to noe when to slp..last night at 2am..i was still awake and smsing..then when i woke up this morning..its was like a nightmare to me =D oh well, i'm also not really into studies..
anw,went to lanshop alone after going down to my mum's working place to get BUBBLE TEA.i wanted just 1 nia but i put too much ice which lead to a second cup =p dumb me
spent 4 mins in the lanshop when my handphone started to ring and it was from my sku calling to go down and take my paper..i was like "ok" then went to take bus slowly down.

Now this is the funny part about my day today.
the teacher who called me told me to wait outside the hall,and when i did,i waited outside the hall like she told me too...my paper started from 8 and ends at 10.i reached sku around 8.30 so i got around 1 hour 30 mins to do my paper.and here the funny part,i waited outside the hall from 8.30 to 9.30 with this teacher going in and out of the staffroom and arranging papers outside.I have never see b4 the teacher who call me and neither did she.When 1 of my subject teacher walked past,he asked wad was i doing here.i told him i was late for paper 1 and thus waiting for the teacher who called me.Then he called out to the teacher arranging the paper "Mrs lin"...the teacher who called me was Mrs lin..LOLS..

Mrs Lin : u was supposed to just go straight in the hall to take ur paper.
Me : u told me to wait outside de.
Mrs Lin : then u was supposed to show ur face.i have never see u before
Me : i was outside the whole time holding on to my dictionary and my entry proof -.-
Mrs Lin : fine.are u sure u wan to take ur paper?u left with like 15 mins.

zzz..i also dun blame her for not knowing me since i never go to sku for quite some time.But the stupid thing is tat i been outside for so long.Even if u never see me b4..u could have called me right?

After exams,went straight home to talk to Beebee.Chatted for quite some time until she going out to meet frens =D so as for me,i never slp well the day b4 cause i was smsing at the time

slpt til around this 8 then wash up and now i'm at lan writing this post=D

this is the first post i ever made..wakekekeke..
feel free to leave comments on my template...cause this blog is still under construction..
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