'cause i wasn't good enough
You told me to give it up'
DESMOND
EIGHTEEN
RIGHT-HANDED
SLACKER
MARBOLO ICE BLAST !
Love Is Simple , yet Deadly
Thursday, January 14, 2010, 8:20 PM
ai seh , after 128320918309128309172309 countless-ble days , i finally take 10 mins of my time to try and post some random stuffs.Things happen back in 2009 and i didn't wanna talk about it . Let's just say it's a shitty year for some people.
For me , it doesn't really mean much to me , wasting my time on the computer and sleeping , i didn't really have any goals in my life. I failed 8 out of 10 of my modules and didn't really care much about retaking it ; well i'll see what will happen next.
2010 means 1 year closer to 2012 . Do you guys believe that's the end? i don't really believe it but i hope everything ends there. At least , we get to keep those nice memories rather than getting hurt while making new ones.
anyway , i'll try to post more but i won't be expecting anyone to be tagging or viewing this blog. It's dead.
Friday, January 30, 2009, 3:05 AM
Sian..6 days into sku and i got bombed with 6 BIG BIG BIG project which will decide my dip.
Come on,i enter this sku with 0 knowledge and they gave me such ............................................................................
i really wonder how am i gonna cope??
midwhile,didnt really get much from CNY
But overall , it's still fun and enjoyable.
Wining and losing in Gambling..Lols
Anyway, YAY. i got my new phone . Check out this model > G705 !!
and can anyone teach me how to stop smoking?cause i can't seem to stop.
although i don't buy it anymore , i got the urge to get it from others
SOMEONE PLS SAVE ME!
Thursday, January 15, 2009, 6:34 PM
yesterday was the last day of work.hais..why not let the pictures do the talking for me?
Sunday, January 4, 2009, 9:00 AM
Hmm..back to blogging liao heheAnyway,Lets start with friday....
Went to work as usual but met up with kellison,chenghao,susie and van before heading down to vivo........................................................................YES! EARLE SWENEN's........................................
yes i know wad u guys are thinking.i work at earle yet i go to earle to eat LOLS
ya ya,lets skip the eating part.cause it's just eating that's all..
basically we spent a total of 170+++ but ended up in 120 cause i have teh staff card.
so so PLS MAKE USE OF ME while u can , cause i have handed in my resignation letter and my last day will be on teh 14th
yesterday we went down to aston's express to eat.
and to be serious , their food standards has dropped to a WTFFFFFFFOOOOK OMG standards.
Steak are cold,fish are tasteless,soup are cold,onion are soft!
made a complaint and we got our meals changed cause my mother works there LOLS.
then headed down to kel house to watch "Twilight"
to be honest , the show horribly SUCKs. i don't get it why people say it's nice
BUT "ip man" is nice.DAMN NICE but with a horrible ending.
i was waiting for him to die but ended up he didn't..
i'm a rich man now for a time being.
MY PAY IS A BOOMMB!
haha..shh , it's a secret
hais.
i'm starting a new life soon..
hope everything will be better for me!
JIAYOU DESMOND!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 1:48 AM
Today will be the last day for 2oo8.but sadly , i can't celebrate it this year like last year.
As u guys know , i'll be working on that day.Hais
Sorry brothers , looks like i can't go out with you guys.
Next year ba
3oth Dec 2oo8
Been on the comp for 3 hours trying to figure out how to play a song in the background of my blog without the music player being seen.
Was damn dulan when suddenly van replied me on msn.
WOOT!~
She help me with it and tada! It Works.
THANKS VAN!~
and also,tmr i will be handing in my resignation letter and my last day of work will be on 14th of jan ; hope nothing goes wrong between this 2 weeks
Below is something girls should read it.
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'
Kiss us when no one's watching
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.
Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
*****Give the nice guys a chance*****
> Holdin Hands-
> Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
> Cuddling-
> Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
> Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
> Movies-
> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
> Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
> Loving each other-
> Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
> Laying below the stars-
> Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
> Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your crush...
> guys: no grabbing!!!
> Guys repost this if you agree.
> Girls repost this if you think it's cute.
> Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this
Saturday, December 27, 2008, 4:24 AM
2008 ending , and if there is anything that i would take along with me from this year.i shall say it's my birthday.
Why?
Every year , i planned my birthday alone , having to see whether other people have money or not to go out with me , but this year (2008) , it's different.
My brothers planned it for me.Seriously, i enjoyed that moment and i at that point of time , really hope time would stop there ; but face it , time don't stop for me neither you
And soon , it would be 2009.It's gonna be a new year , new life , new beginning for me.
I have been enrolled into a school to study my diploma in hotel management.
Trust me , when i said it , i mean it.I gonna study hard to give my parents a good life.
Although it's abit late to say this.
Lets Live Life Like This : Nothing is too late , it's just a matter of you want it or not.
and my answer is I WANT IT
I quitting my job soon.It's a great disappoinment for me but i really need to focus on my studies
i don't bear to leave my friends at my outlet.They were like my 3rd family although they really nag alot at times.Haha!
Hafiz , Robin , Yeyi , Liana , Teety , June , Joann , Leo , Van , Chenghao , A'An , DongMei
I WILL REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!
and when i got time , i gonna come back and visit you guys!
Psp Dissidia Final Fantasy is finally out!
back to playing it
back to playing it
Monday, December 22, 2008, 4:09 PM
So many days have past , i'hv been thinking through alot alot alot of things.It appear to me whenever i post a post , it's always turned out to be sad things.
It turned out that i'm not a good person to be with
It turned out that i have sad relationships
It turned out that i could get angry over little things
It turned out that simple little things i can't do it right
It turned out that what i think is always what you didn't think
It turned out that i'm self-centered
It turned out that everything around me is a stress/pressure that making me unable to breathe
It turned out that i can't give my loved one anything
It turned out that i can't be a good lover neither a good friend
It turned out that i can't be there whenever someone need me
It turned out that everyone around me is a not reflection of what is in me
It turned out that i can't be happy and i can't bring happiness around with me
It turned out that everything is a lie
It turned out that no one would cry for me
It turned out that life isn't just about living simple
It turned out that i can't keep secrets
It turned out that i always keep things to my heart cause i don't feel a need to say it out
Every now and then , things are always me , me , me but now we , we , we.
Every now and then , i chose to give up my everything for you but it led to a heart-breaking scene
Every now and then , life turns to be stress-er and stress-er
Die seems to be the word to be easily said , but courage is not there
So What Am I Like ?
even being me , i can't even answer this simple question